July 27, 2021
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*କୁହୁକ ତାନ – ଜାନକୀ ମହାନ୍ତ*
*ମଣିଷ ଜାତି – ସ୍ରୋତସ୍ବିନୀ ପରିଡା*
*UNSUSPECTING FACE – Dr.Prasana Kumar Dalai*
*HARMLESS ZIGZAG ROAD – Dr. Prasana kumar Dalai*
*Soul Recapituled – Amb Maid Čorbić*
*A PSALM OF THE SOUL – Milka Minkova*
A Psalm Of Life – Faisal Justin
*Psalm of the Soul – Sudipta Mishra*
*Psalm of our Soul – Lyn Ramos V Alfonso*
*Psalm of the Soul – Sugar Zedna*
*Psalm of the soul – Mahanaj parvin*
*ଆତ୍ମା ଯେବେ ଗାଏ ଗୀତ – ଭାରତୀ ପଣ୍ଡା*
*MOON WITH A TUNE–Dr.Prasana Kumar Dalai*
*ଆତ୍ମା ଯେବେ ଗାଏ ଗୀତ – ପ୍ରଶାନ୍ତମୟୀ ରଥ*
*ଆତ୍ମା ଯେବେ ଗାଏ ଗୀତ – ଚୁମ୍କି ଦାଶ*
*ଆତ୍ମା ଯେବେ ଗାଏ ଗୀତ – ଗୌରୀ ବେହେରା*
*ଆତ୍ମା ଯେବେ ଗାଏ ଗୀତ – ନିତ୍ୟାନନ୍ଦ ସିଂହ*
*ଆତ୍ମା ଯେବେ ଗାଏ ଗୀତ – ଅନୀତା ଦାଶ *
*ଆତ୍ମା ଯେବେ ଗାଏ ଗୀତ – ସନ୍ତୋଷ କୁମାର ଅଦାବର*
*”ଜହ୍ନରାତି”–ଝରଣା ନାୟକ*
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*I dared to be ME — Manoj Kumar Panda*

I dared to be ME

I was different than seen…
Not everyone wanted to know me.
And some, who wanted to know me
I protected myself by wearing a mask.

I loved someone who didn’t want me
And I left the one who loved me
I was wrong who wouldn’t hurt me
I forgave the one who was not wrong

I found what I wasn’t looking for
And I looked for what I couldn’t find
I believed in what didn’t exist
And I really doubted the truth too often.

Many dreams have been denied me
But the nightmares came true
I was allowed to knock behind closed doors
But in my life I received everyone

I cried in happy moments
I laughed when my soul cried
I whispered when I wanted to scream
I screamed as my voice whispered

I lost what was most valuable
I earned what I didn’t need
I kept imaginary treasures
And I squandered what was precious

I didn’t believe it and yet I received it
Good, bad, I carried them all.
What was free too expensive I paid
What was expensive was easily forgiven.

I walked straight on winding paths
And I often got lost on smooth roads
I got lost many times, far away
But I always found my way

I had everything when I had nothing
I took care of myself when I had everything
I was dead, even if I lived
I was alive when I was dying…

I chose the worst for real
I was given the best of evil
I got lost and found myself
But I dared to be ME… always!

Manoj Kumar Panda

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