Allusions Of My Last Day
#allusionseriespoem -23
I don’t know when and how if I died
I don’t even know,how long I’ll live
But sometimes I think I’m dead,
Even living in a borrowed body
That moves at the wrong time,
Maybe I never lived or just
I didn’t wants to show up it …
Did I live without knowing how to die
Or did I die and not even live?…
On the day when I left the earth
I see some allusions who’s left behind,
I think I ran away
From a time gone by…
I saw some cried for me
Those who was laughing, for me
In this past life
That passed and I don’t think I even felt it…
When I left, the earth
I realised that how much I was wrong,
who was never by my side,
Can’t recognized them and they pretending
Always to be good and kind enough too
For them ,I marched manyy wrong steps
Even when I wanted to learn something
I realized that how wrong was I! .
I left the eart, and it was too late
In my opinion, I lost all the age
Which was gifted by the God
After falling into the illusions …
Late and mistaken I left and maybe I got nothing,
If I got it, I didn’t even notice
I am what I just lived
Not knowing how to leave on the scheduled date…
Let everything go to the point
Who said they was always by my side,
I also know that I made a mistake
And also on the day I leave
I’ll pay as much or more for it…
Manoj Kumar Panda
Founder Secretary of
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